Many months have passed since I written an article entitled “The emphasis of Saturn in the Natal Ninth House is Better Late Then Never”, and had many comments, which have confirmed my thoughts on the subject, but has also made me dig deeper into what else lies hidden in this quirky planet in this position in the chart. I began to realize I have a love, hate relationship with Saturn, Gemini and the ninth house. It is strange how Saturn evokes an intense emotion which seems similar and more appropriately assigned to the characteristics of Pluto. I love it in Gemini and in the house it is in, but at the same time I hate it intensely and wish it could be simpler. It has confused me and has made simple things complex, and made me execute things beyond the call of what I expect of others and myself. It becomes a problem, when one interprets and delineates Saturn’s qualities with what the ninth house represents and what Gemini has to say for itself with the concept of delay, but not deny. Saturn demands structure, steadfastness, limitations, conscience, stamina and consistency. The ninth house denotes foreign lands, long distance travel, philosophy, religion, higher studies, legal systems, information, and teaching. Gemini represents communication, inquisitiveness, adaptability, versatility, and an interest and curiosity in everything.
I began to revisit the subject as I realized that what I discovered was missing late in my life, had begun a passion with an energy and force of its own, and a satisfaction, joy and confidence I had never experience before in my life. It was so amazing I began to wonder if I could have discovered this excitement and its magic earlier. Or did I have to wait for the right time, as everything in the universe seems to be were it should be, when it should be. Was I right, in trying to use astrology to see if I could have been able to uncover my passion sooner? Looking at the ninth house and the planets within, which should have given me a clue, but instead I missed it. Was it because I wasn’t to know before the right time, or was it stupidity and misjudgment on my part? I have always known that I had an active imagination with Mercury conjunct Uranus in the ninth, but I never related it to a possibility that it could ever be connected with something I would enjoy doing and using. Was I seeing the descriptions as just words with a set meaning and not giving them a broader and wider interpretation, my down fall? For example was I seeing the word teacher as a description of a person in a classroom, and left out the possibilities of teaching through other communicative possibilities, like story telling for example in a relax environment?
I am sure there are more ways than one to see the word, such as a guide or a creator, rather then just an authoritative figure of the subject. A dancer may instruct and inspire by only the movements in a performance, without ever saying a word. Now that is a very different way of seeing teaching as an idea, through sight. Since it seems in my chart that it indicates that I had flexibility with my decision and directions in life and was not set in my ways. Could I have had the opportunity to have developed my passion earlier, even if I had not recognized its importance of it at that moment in my life? Thinking about it seriously I have to say no. Knowing myself, since I felt I had no skills in this area until I was forced into it. Discovering the possibilities it could offer to me and opening doors to opportunities I never imagined, expected or hoped for, spurred me on to work with it. Although I have always felt that the Gemini in me, always loves to show off, especially the skills it is proficient in. It tends to be very shy and unsure of it self when treading on unfamiliar grounds. Having unfamiliarity and no confidence in the subject was a big stumbling block. Would I had discovered my passion, had I not be pushed up against a wall? The answer is no. What I think happen, was that the force that pushed me was Saturn. Saturn does its thing when it wants to, and at its own pace. So my belief is that Saturn may delay until the time is appropriate, but not deny it, if we are open to accept and receive it. What are your thoughts?
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